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Me Now, Happy

I was never prone to soul-searching, feeling lost or unhappy with who I am. But I can say that I definitely like myself and my life now more than ever. It is not just being a mother, wife and home-owner – though each of those plays its part. It is almost as if each label I could put on myself is a Lego block and, now that they have been put together in a certain order, they make me. Not built according to the instruction leaflet but recognisable as a complete person.

I used to think, when Number 1 was a small baby, that I wanted to get back to being me. I loved being a mother, don’t get me wrong. But I didn’t like being seen only as a mother. Then Number 2 came along and I didn’t have much time to think about who I was or wanted to be.


But gradually and largely unconsciously I evolved into another version of me. Yes, I am still a mother, a working mother, but I am also someone who loves their hobbies, spends time with friends and is involved in the community.  I am better at my job than before I had children but it doesn’t occupy me as much as it used to. I am more generous with my time but use it wisely and waste less. I am more forgiving and charitable. I laugh more. I cry more too. I’ve overcome a lot of my shyness and I’m learning to relax. I like it.


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3 thoughts on “Me Now, Happy

  1. I really like the philosophy behind this piece of writing. I have learnt so much being a mother and all. Being a patient person is one huge lego for me to build. 😉 xx

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